this meant to be a discord framework for Beeflang but it seems that i dont plan on finishing it. everything has been going smooth until some personal issues with the programming language and interest towards different things ive always dreamed of making a lightning fast discord client with cool features but this is too expensive for me. i dont wanna put the time in. oh do i have to mention i would have to make a gui library from scratch? yeah. i dont have the passion for that and i have more passion towards art and different kind of things. i do love programming still with all my heart but just not that much ic. i dont think fast enough to make quick decisions. i dont solve those problems fast. programming is too hard for me. its more about big projects in general. it takes effort to keep everything organized and understand how it works at the same time. last month i didnt even think of using discord.

yeah i should just make art. i shouldve since the beginning. programming fucking sucks and why cant i do it like other talented people do. i watched a lot of tsoding videos and how does he write code so fast? like wtf i just cant do that ngl i feel very VERY frustrated to see this project over and over. it keeps haunting me its like stuck in my mental todo list just like other amount of countless problems.

this is why im dumping all of this in here. get this thing out of my COMPUTER!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!